The wounds been opened, so rather than make you all wait till Monday to see the damage, I’ll give it to now. Plus, I hate Mondays already, and I don’t think adding depressing posts to the mix will help our relationship. This was an awful, awful, month. April sucked if I can be so blunt. It just downright sucked. Well April didn’t suck, I sucked. -_-. April was decent. Weather could’ve been a little nicer in my opinion.
April has shown me that a single person has the power to build and destroy their future. Fate sometimes plays a role, but for the most part April has shown me you are in charge. No one else spent my money for me. No one else controlled what I purchased or didn’t. I did. I am, completely, 100% at fault for this progress puppy being so bad.
April has also showed me I shouldn’t set goals for myself. If anyone had their money on me not completing any of my goals then you’re the big winner! If you have absolutely no idea what I’m referring to, you can see my dead goals here. And that children, is why following isn’t always for the best. I followed and fell flat on my face. Maybe next month I should set more reasonable goals, like get out of bed in the morning. I feel like I could handle that one.
Well here are the scary charts that reflect just how awful I’ve been. Thank goodness for car payments because I’m pretty sure it would’ve been a flat line without.
April showers bring May…. Diane not spending any money. It has a nice ring to it.