And we’re back, kind of

I don’t know what is going on. This will mark the second day in a row where I’ve spent hours typing out my thoughts only to have them deleted in the end. I used to be so confident in what I wrote. I could write about anything and didn’t care.  I don’t know what is going on.  I get half way through and think this is garbage. No one wants to read this shit. Then I get upset and I’m not even sure of what I’m typing anymore. Most of the time how I prepare an entry is to just type. I just write and write until one of two things happens. I look back and see my word count is over 40000 or I feel that I’ve hit all the marks I wanted to.  Then I go back and edit, removing 75% of what I wrote to try and make it somewhat concise. Despite what you may sometimes think, I do try to get my words to flow smoothly, like an A to Z kind of concept. Well recently it’s been like A to 378. That doesn’t even make sense and that’s how my writing has been going! It’s awful. I think I’m putting too much thought behind what I’m trying to say and I’ve never been a good thinker. Well actually I’m plenty good at thinking. I think constantly. Being in my brain is like being in a fun house of mirrors. Your appearance is goofy to begin with but move ever so slightly and you go from looking like Shrek to a bite size version of yourself. It’s twisted and you should count your blessings that you’re not part of this circus that is my brain. So that’s where I’ve been and what I’ve been struggling with. I’m hoping now that I’ve acknowledged my issue that I’ll be able to pick up where I left off, trusting and believing in what I’m writing.

Cute puppy distraction!

Brain farts suck


4 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. danbohmer
    Jun 06, 2012 @ 09:15:57

    You should try writing like me. Just write, hit publish, then go back and correct the spelling errors…maybe


    • I'm Pretty Even...
      Jun 07, 2012 @ 08:13:52

      Thank you for the suggestion! For a normal person with basic writing skills this would probably work but you’re just going to have to trust me when I say you do not want to see my “rough drafts” haha! Thanks for commenting 🙂


  2. Captain Sweatpants
    Jun 07, 2012 @ 23:37:42

    Welcome to the land of writers block. Your talent and eloquence will be forcibly removed from you, and you have to carry this bag of poop as substitute until you are released. Have a nice day. P.S. I’ve been here for a couple of weeks now… it blows.


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